# Tough Questions To Ali Dawah! - "If I Didn't Convert To Islam, I Could Be In Mental Hospital"

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- Published: 2026-08-25
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how did you convert to islam what's your story you say your family is not close to islam how did your family react when you embraced islam have you ever received a question that you couldn't answer what now what now seriously what now i didn't choose my name i didn't choose my mom and dad i didn't choose the way i look there's a lot of things i didn't choose i would i think i would have been in depression maybe i would be in a mental hospital has there been a stage when you were tired of making dawah and thought of stopping you welcome to istanbul who is alidawah he is ali ahmad [Laughter] the end but a lot of people find it hard to pronounce so i just said it's easy ali when i came to islam

i had obviously my family wasn't really they didn't really like it my dad specifically so i was kicked out my house so i stayed in my friend's house so i was with him and i said look i want to start you know doing da'wah etc i said what can i call myself ali on hak ali and i thought okay ali ali dawaz i'm going to do that outside people see you as someone who is very tough why are you so angry are you able to laugh as you can see i am i actually laugh a lot of the times i'm very jolly i'm very like joking you know i like talking so why do you seem so angry you know what it is it's depends who i'm angry at and i think which videos you watch i think the algorithms is the problem not me because

i have a variety of videos but i think the algorithms are picking the wrong ones and suggesting the wrong ones so like for example when we go speakers corners biggest one has an atmosphere the atmosphere is totally different it's not being in in some kind of intellectual battlefield so you're there and there's you know different things happening so what happens is sometimes you carry that with you because i do that every sunday for the past nine years there was sunday every sunday unless i'm traveling i'm there that's that's the routine for me because i call it the dow gym it's where you train where you you know talk what happens is sometimes i carry that demeanor home with me so when i go

home and if me and my wife are getting an argument and then i say well hold on a second what's your premise and foundations for this argument and she says listen you're not a speaker's corner today yeah leave that back there because it's like i'm talking to an atheist like what's your premise what's your argument there's a fallacy in the argument she's thinking what are you talking about come back to your senses you want to go shopping what is your argument exactly what's your argument it's so it's it's you carry that so sometimes you just have to be like hold on a second okay i'm in the house now relax so it happens it happens yeah you're originally from turkey right i am yes kaiser but you

live in england yes so i will ask you a question and learn if you are integrated to english culture or assimilated to english culture already tea or coffee none okay second question okay on breakfast corn flakes or pastarma come on this is an insult i'm from kaiser of course pastarma and answer so you're not assuming to english culture no no no of course okay brother i love my pastor how did you convert to islam what's your story my story is when i was young i still live in london i lived in london all my life when i was around 15 16 i was involved with gangs i was very obsessed with guns i think was one of them because i used to watch it and i know how popular it was so there's one

mentality of mafia you know and there was in london we didn't have real mafia like the turkish courage like they existed do carry something with you right now i mean today i thought you might get scared so i left that home but i'll bring my ak-47 next time i'm joking so the thing is i was very like obsessed etc so i do silly things you know then my dad took me outside london when i went outside london in london i used to be involved in gangs and fighting and stuff like that but when i went there the haram changed so the haram lifestyle of gangs stopped then the haram lifestyle of clubbing and all this kind of stuff came into the picture and i was looking in like i was just living my life you

know materialism and you know just trying to have the best life you know and then there was one bengali brother bangladeshi he came to me and he wasn't practicing he just said to me you know he was giving me tawa you know talk to me about islam until that time what were you believing i didn't believe i just believed in some power there's some kind of a creator then afterwards he showed me videos of uh dr zakir naik ahmed didat yusuf estess he was showing me these videos and i remember one day he took me to tarawi i didn't know what it was he just said yes come it's a very hard start it is it was a very hot start i they and they did 20 not eight and then they get up again i'm thinking okay

maybe this is the last one and then then again and again i hated it i'm never going again so yeah i did that and then afterwards he showed me these videos and i found the interest because around those times i was thinking to myself i was starting to think like why am i here what happens if i die and i was very intrigued i was like you know if i die it'd be exciting like what's after what's what happens after i'm very intrigued but i was starting to think i was scientific because i was realizing like not really happy you know you might have a lot of materialism and all these kind of things and i was thinking you know i was observing my socks you know socks i was thinking i was i know it's

strange but i was looking at my socks and i said this socks has a purpose this socks has a design and this socks has a designer that's somebody that made it i said how could these socks have a purpose and i don't have a purpose can you imagine my socks is for my feet i started thinking i was like come on like there must be you know there must be something bigger than this so that's when i realized that even though i believed in a higher intelligence but i said there has to be a religion that's the truth because you can't just believe there's god and what did he make you for it just for the sake of it to play a game so that's when i started looking into religion and then i started reading the

bible i started reading the bible i was looking into the bible and i was watching these videos i spent like three years looking into this stuff i read the quran i start reading different different different scriptures and i was watching a lot of videos between christians and muslims and hindus and discussions i spent two three years when you researched other religions what was the point that you believe these religions are not right to be honest i had one condition the book that it claims is from god should not be contradiction there should not be errors it has to be preserved it has to prove itself that was the only one condition i had so i used that condition to go through the bible the

old testament the quran the bhagavad-gita the vedas you name it i had one rule and i said if any book claims to be from god and is divine it has to prove itself to me the quran there's a specific verse in the quran which hit me which allah says in the quran that if this was from other than your lord you will find many contradictions and errors in it that's number one number two which was very profound to me is like allah saying bring a chapter like it if you're truthful that's a bold statement it's like me coming and saying i'm i'm i will knock out anybody show me anybody this guy boom and then you prove yourself the point is this i'm stepping up to what i'm saying you know in the quran i

was like okay hold on a second let me put this to test for the same bring the chapter like it so when i researched and i realized that this verse was given to arabs who were poets who were par excellent in the arabic language and they couldn't bring a chapter like it and some of them were amazed by it so to me it was like wow and then i looked for contradictions i couldn't find no contradictions and then there's miracles prophecies and i was like you have to look in the mirror and lie to yourself to say this not from god and then i looked into the prophet peace be upon him his life and all this kind of stuff they added up so to me you know that was one of the reasons and one other thing that

was very profound you see sometimes a lot of people say um i'm not religious i'm free we're not free nobody's free we are all slaves to something be it your money be it the opposite gender be it the car be it whatever you have in your be your image you are a slave to something how i didn't choose my name i didn't choose my mom and dad i didn't choose the way i look there's a lot of things i didn't choose how can i be free then i realized to myself that before islam i used to go clubbing yeah and when i used to go to this carbon i used to wear a jumper a black jumper yeah and i believe that looked very handsome in this but this jumper would make me feel very uncomfortable i would itch you

know this material it's a very itchy material but i would still wear it why because i look good in it now the question i ask myself is this this jumper is my master is my master because i wear it knowing i'm uncomfortable and i hate it but i look good in it i said i'm the biggest slave because this is my master this jumper is my master just as girls who wear high heels and their feet is bleeding why do they wear it because i look good in it that's your master money that i would work for that was my second master the opposite gender girls that was my third master and i said to myself these are all my masters and i'm a slave to all of them i realized and said i have to break the chains and

free myself from them and then i said they are not deserving of my worship because when we talk about worship we're not talking about going into prostration because allah says in the quran have you seen the one who takes his desires as his god so when we talk about worship people think you know when we say oh you worship money they think we take money and we bow down to it no we don't if that money is your life and everything that's your illah that's your god so i realized and said i'm gonna break those shackles and be a slave because we all have to be a slave to the one who deserves it allah when i started to be a master to the true creator when i enslaved myself to allah and break the

shackles that's when i became free because i didn't care about who thinks of what of me when i used to go to university i used to go to university so my family can say oh he's got a degree why do i care what they think why do i care about what this guy thinks or that person thinks and i realize that we are all in a state if you're either going to worship allah or you're going to worship other things there's always going to be some kind of a god in your life which is false worship the true one and when i came to islam it's like i freed myself from the whole world and i said look now i'm totally free i don't care what anyone calls me when i came to islam people said oh this guy's isis this guy

looked at him they called me traitor you know but to me it's like i don't care what you think of me i care about what the one who created me i'm i need to work to prove something to him because you guys are never going to be happy and when i die you're probably going to back bite me so what benefit so that's when i realized with a lot of factors looking into the islam watching debates people dying realization of this dunya et cetera there was many elements that caused me to come to islam you say your family is not close to islam so how did your family react when you embraced islam there's been certain things that's happened in turkey in the past that has caused the alawi community to be

attacked killed so they are very very strongly strongly against it and some people like my mom was obviously accepting and she's always there to defend me you know but my dad didn't like him you know my dad said the thing that i hate the most has been born into my family so we make statements like that i can remember once i was at my granddad's house and was just talking my dad came and then this holiday of islam i opened up again i was talking and it got very hostile and i remember going home and when i went home what's the problem like like why you saw against me etc then my dad slapped my face and he slapped me bang yeah so i left the house i think it was from there i stayed at my

friend's house for one month the reason i came back because my mom said if he goes i'll leave as well so i think that was a reason i i came back my dad is not an evil person i don't believe he's an evil person there's things that he's lived and seen because when i tell my dad about miracles in the quran the prophecies when i saw these arguments he says something to me he says to me you can show me all these evidences but you will never make me forget how they made us feel so now listen to this carefully what he's telling me is an emotional argument he's not telling me logical argument he's saying this sounds very good to the ear but he's saying you can never make me forget or how i felt when

i saw them killing our people or burning them now that to me how do i answer that what do i say to that there's nothing i can say to that zero the only way that i found out the best form of dawah that i can do to my parents was my manners it was my actions that's it just let them see islam in you you know because before how i used to be with my mom how i am now my mom knows that my mom sees i've done a complete u-turn like how i was with her before how i am now so i just tried to portray islam in the best way now my dad sometimes like he'll watch like you open tv and he sees like bin laden and he says come come your friend is he on tv yeah and that's what he says to me yeah so he says stuff

like that or come this year or he calls me mr hajj yeah so the thing is sometimes when he says i just laugh off or sometimes i'll go like if he's angry i'll just go kiss him on that people who convert to islam later in their life can sometimes have some hardships especially about their old habits like dating drinking alcohol they can also have hard times about getting used to praying fasting what was your major challenge regarding these issues it's a good question because when we speak to when i do dawah to people who are very closely accepting islam they are where i was so it's that you're in a dilemma between your sins and except in islam because you think to yourself because shaytan comes

and makes you feel as you're sinning and he makes it seem that there's a condition that you have to not sin to become a muslim which is false and the prophet said if mankind was not to sin so if nobody sinned allah would destroy everybody and make a new creation that sins but repents if you know islam is the truth you have to accept it and then your journey starts of course you will sin the point is not living a life of sinlessness nobody's asking allah is not saying be angels because then none of us would accept islam and we need to see it like this is the quran and the salah is which is going to stop you from sinning we sometimes think it the other way around i will stop sinning then i

would pray i will stop sinning then i'll read the quran no the quran and the salah will stop you sinning not other way round so this is a misconception that we have get closer to allah and slowly there's certain sins that took me four or five years to stop the point is this you try your best step at a time what was the most difficult habit that you left drinking alcohol or dating no when it came came to alcohol i i never smoked in my life i never did drugs never i i was i didn't like it and i was not someone that was affected by peer pressure or my friends are doing it let me do it i was never like that but i think it was dating i think it was just the opposite gender which is one of the

biggest obstacles you know when you come from that lifestyle that was one of the hardest things and i can remember literally being scared and like feeling very very guilty like saying oh allah please like protect me from this did you feel at any time that allah made you experience something unique i remember once i was like i think i came to islam i was very very new and i think i was speaking to someone but i hated it i won one day i remember i started crying i just started crying and i said like i hate this like please i can't help myself please help me while i this is what i remember i made that dua and it's as if somebody put me to sleep and i woke up in the tower that's how i feel i

feel like someone just said okay go sleep when i woke up all i remember is one one year one and a half year later i'm doing dawa and then i remembered i remember this thing i was like i was going through the struggle but it's as if like someone just put me to sleep and i don't know i just walk up in the door i don't know how if things happen fast which reminds me what allah says in the quran if you fear me i will give you a way out from places you've never imagined and i was like wow man that was that was amazed me like it was crazy where in my head i was thinking like i'm gonna fall back into the sin and i hate it and i was feeling rubbish about myself two just randomly things just happened

i go into the tower and things just happened so fast that i was so focused in dawa that i forgot about it like it just moved away and i found it very amazing where do you think you would be now if you had not accepted islam you know that's a very good question i was asking myself that question one month ago so when i was thinking maybe i'll just be carrying clubbing i was thinking what a disgusting life that would have been can you imagine how boring lifeless purposeless you do the same pattern again and again and again and what this leads to is you wanting to explore other things the thing is you don't stop and i was thinking i would be in a terrible place i think i would be depressed

unhappy no purpose genuinely i was getting depressed thinking about it i was thinking oh my gosh where the hell would i would have i been and it makes me depressed thinking about it because you when you don't know your purpose and when you have had the dunya you come to a point where you're blank you've had everything what now what now seriously what now this is where suicide mental depression i would i think i would have been depression maybe i was being a mental hospital how and why did you decide to start a youtube channel i didn't want to start youtube channel i went to speaker's corner just doing dawa and there was one friend i used to work with and he said to me start a channel i said

nah i said i'm camera shy i don't like this kind of stuff i said i'm happy i just come down my dog said no no start it started you just keep telling me no it's good you do it my first two videos on my channel if you go back it was recorded on the phone like very unprofessionally yeah i just stunned it and then like people benefited and i thought okay all right and then i fundraised for a camera it was just i didn't intend to can you explain one incident which impacted you most during interviews where something very interesting happened there's a brother called john fontaine he's a muslim handler i'm quite new what happened was i was with him in a friend's house we was going to leave to go to

a specific place to do da'wah so me and him leave we're on the train we're sitting like this he said let's make dua and then he start carrying on so i'm listening i'm saying bless our tawa allow somebody to come to islam by 3 pm and in my head i'm thinking this guy's very specific like i said okay i mean and then i forgot about it i said yeah okay whatever so we go we're doing dawah here etc i was giving leaflets out two people came one lady and one guy they had bags they were doing shopping usually people who have bags they don't stop it's cold they've got bags the last thing you want to do is talk about religion they came like it's an appointment they came right in front of me and stopped

put their bags and asked a question and they seemed very keen pakistan yeah we believe this would leave there and i thought oh wow interesting and then they took the shahidah i didn't think nothing of it and then i said tell jon fontaine to come you know like you know take a picture together et cetera i said i took shahada and john was like ali ali so what's this going on inside you why are you shouting riley i said what because what's the time what's the time i felt was this guy talking about i said brother they took shahada we're talking about time it's not it's not the time to ask for the time let's talk to them he's like no no what's the time i said bro i don't know i said maybe like it

was 2 48 he said remember i remember remember what and then when it hit me when that happened i had to sit down like it hit me i i sat i had to sit down for a second like literally and it's as if allah was telling me don't be little dua and don't see dua as yeah and that is when i was like wow that was blown away man i was like oh my gosh and we did a video about this it's on my channel yeah we did a video with him and we'll talk about the story and that was crazy to me and that taught me a massive lesson it taught me because as human beings we do everything we will for example you want to get married you do everything you've got the marriage side this place that side here there left right

center again but we and then when nothing works then we do dua we do all the things and like okay what should we do now okay all right let's do duana dua should be number one first so that taught me a lesson that how powerful dwight is and i think the process of sallam said that he said that one of the powerful things for believers is dua so um yeah that was very very profound to me have you ever received a question that you couldn't answer or if you did what would you do yes i get that a lot i get questions relating to other stuff which i can't answer but allah says in the quran if you don't know are somebody that knows so i would ask my seniors and i would say look let me get brother

mansoor or hijab hamza zorozes or whoever is in the park can you answer that it's simple i think saying i don't know is a part of the religion you know you can't say everything i know i know it's actually very bad you know to even think you are in elevators and you notice that a young man who doesn't pray you want him to start praying salah you only have one time what would you like to say to him i would personally say to him that look if i was a millionaire and i gave you a mansion i gave you the cars every week i provided you 10 000 pounds for you to spend yeah would you thank me of course when i'm next to you how would you be the way you treat me you'll be careful except how you talk your

tone yes sir etc why would you do this because they gave me some gifts i'll give you things and you are thankful for that yeah and i would say the same thing applies to allah because allah has given you more and he promises you more so if you are going to be thankful to me for giving you a house for giving you all these things and if i said to you can you call me five times a day would you call me five times a day or 20 times a day of course you call me as much as you can allah doesn't want that the point is that the things that you're grateful for if we turn it into who allah is and what he gives us he only asks five times a day he can ask you 24 hours a day because he deserves it he

doesn't even want 24 hours he says pray five times a day that's why i would say personally has there been a stage when you were tired of making dawah and thought of stopping yes about two years ago two and a half years ago i was going for a lot of struggles and even like with my intentions i was really questioning my intentions i was asking why am i doing this are you doing this for allah oh no you're not what about here i came to a point where i couldn't figure out i said i don't know i don't know even if you ask me the question are you doing this tao for allah i'll say inshallah i don't know because your intention is such a big big area where certain scholars they said the biggest

struggles we had is with our intentions one day is for me one day it's against me so my intentions was a point where i said i'm going to leave the dao because i can't carry on because we know one of the first three people to enter the hell fire do you know this hadith the first three people to enter the hellfire is muslim quran the one who gave in charity the one who fought in jihad allah asked them what did you do he says i i teach quran he said no you didn't you did it so people say you're very knowledgeable man he said take him to the hellfire the second one he said what did you do for my sake he said oh allah i gave him zakah sadaka he said you're a liar you didn't do it for me this man

is very generous man he helps everybody hell fire the third one is someone who fought in jihad and allah said what did you thought do said you're a liar you did it so people say i'm a brave man all three of them go to the hellfire this to me is very scary so imagine standing in front of allah and allah says what did you do i did he said you're a liar you did it for the fame you did it for this this so that was very scary to me have you stopped in that period i was contemplating i spoke to my teachers and they said don't swam shaytan but he said you cannot stop something for the sake of allah other than for his sake i just had to i had i came to a conclusion which helped me which is the

following i said that if i stand in front of allah if allah says what did you do for me i will not mention my dawah i'm not going to say that i'm going to say allah you know my private sin deeds i've been doing that's what i did because it's between me and you no one's there when i did it that is what i'm coming to you with if allah mentions my doubt no i don't care i'm not relying on that and this has pushed me to do more private deeds so it's good so now i know i rely on this dawah is accepted no problem no accepted i don't care that's what helped me to carry on you work as an uber driver could you tell us about an interesting incident you had i stopped doing uber recently my license run

out i wanted to renew it but i couldn't i thought maybe it's khadravallah but there was one interesting i can remember it was night time i think it was the last job that i was going i was going to go home so i go and it's this lady and i was looking for i was part i said yeah i'm here where are you and she's like oh um i'm stuck i said stuck where i don't know what she's talking about she goes i'm stuck there's these gays etc and i said i don't know where are you and i was going and i saw her and there was these gates and she was stuck and she's like a young girl she said can you help me i said i i don't think i can help you because i need to help myself first so she said i need to get out

i'm stuck yeah i said look for buttons there might be buttons no no they're there and she pressed it the gates open i said because i'm definitely not helping you not that i don't want to help her but obviously yeah because we can't touch his agenda so anyway she came she got into the car and then we was driving i was dropping off very far she was going somewhere very far i'll just start talking about islam to foreign i was feeling very sleepy as well i said i need to talk about something otherwise i'm going to fall asleep anyways so i started talking she knew she knew a lot about islam she was talking yeah i have arab friends that alright so i was like good good i was talking talking talking

talking and she she took a shahada in the car i was surprised i was very like like because i was i didn't intend i was just talking about islam and this goes yeah i believe in allah okay i believe in the prophet i said okay so i said muslim it's like i told her i'll give us the examples the people who believe in allah and the prophet but they're like it's very simple i tell them what's your favorite food and they'll say okay for example i don't know chicken dinner like we're talking about today so i say to them it's very simple do you like chicken dinner yes i got repeat after me i love chicken dinner this is shahada is the same thing in the context you believe and know inside your heart

that you love chicken dinner all you have to do is repeat it so the shahad in your heart you believe in allah you believe in the prophet just repeat what you already believe in your heart it's as simple as that i i like chocolate inside my heart i just have to confess it that's what the shahada is so people think it's like something big like a white light is going to come and they're going to start flying so yeah it's and i saw that in her and she took a shahada yeah and then i got in contact with some sisters and yeah that's the last time that was very interesting like and it woke me up as well because i was like wow like you know i was falling asleep once upon a time you announced that you

would release your mary's documentary but you couldn't which one is more difficult to get married or make a documentary about getting married i think that's the best question i've heard in a very long time i get a lot of people in my comment every video when's the marriage documentary when is it coming when is coming it's only six years late the reason being is because there's a lot of life lessons i learned and that in the documentary i share my experience as a muslim man who's keeping things halal the difficulties i i went through and i'm documenting this i believe when it comes to marriage something a person can go through i went for all of it and i said as if allah took me through all

the scenarios everything not finding the right one finding the right one the family say no oh you're not from our culture you know from this rejected as a man you know you're faced with fitnah how do you deal with that everything i went through it and you need to bear in mind these are muslims these are muslims saying no to a muslim so there's no issue of okay does he pray no that's not the issue what's the issue he's not from our culture and i faced this a lot and there's a hadith of the prophet salallahu sallam he said if a righteous man i'm not saying i'm righteous i'm saying somebody who prays does the basic comes to us with your daughter's hand if you say no they'll be fitnah in the

land and this is exactly what we see you have made the halal haram and you've made the haram halal and that's the reason why our youngsters are committing zinna you've made something which is so easy and the care takes 15 minutes max to do and you're married you make that process so long and so difficult and these things destroy you like allah says in the quran don't even come near zina allah doesn't say that alco doesn't say about gambling doesn't say about murder for zina allah says don't even go near it zinna is here i'll go like this allah says go around the block like go all the way somewhere else why because this thing here destroys like i said about my cousin who killed himself it was

over a girl this issue of marriage is an issue of tawheed i'm trying to reconnect them back to allah having trust in allah even our sisters taking the hijab off or beautifying their self the issue here is tawakkul what you are saying is very simple and shaytan tries to tempt me as well where you think that the matter is in your hands so when a sister shows her hair or starts to dress up tight the problem here is taheed because what she's saying is the following she's saying basically i don't think allah can find me someone therefore i'm going to take the matters in my hand i'm going to show my body and i'm going to dress up a certain way so i can find someone can you imagine this just think

about it and the same goes with brothers the brothers likes for example they sell drugs because i'm gonna get married brother i have to provide boy you don't trust the one who created the heavens and the earth the universe have you seen the video where it shows our planet and it shows the star and the moon and this have you seen that can you imagine allah who created all of that can't find you a wife can't find your husband it's crazy the point is this we take matters in our own hands because we think okay i've tried it's not working i know if i beautify myself take some pictures look this way sell drugs then i can get this is the issue of allah will test you you're going to be tested and

allah can give you a wife sambillah he can give you a wife he can give you the best husband you know i went through a lot of struggles a lot allah tested me literally pushed you know the cliff i was on the verge of cliff like this it's good if you put your trust in allah when you drop in that cliff you'll have a nice parachute and you have a nice landing and your wife and husband will be waiting at the bottom the point is this is that you will be tested and allah will put you through these tests if you stay firm your dua will be answered trust me what dreams do you have and what is the biggest goal you want to achieve recently i would say the marriage documentary is one of the things that

i've been it's a project of i see as a sadaqa it's such a big problem haram relationships and even marrying the wrong person can be devastating you marry the wrong person they can literally it can be the end of you so it's very important for us to be very careful who they pick to get married my aim with this is not to get people married i want people to stay married is it hard to be a muslim in england did you ever regret living in uk no i think england is a very good place i even believe it's better in some muslim countries i can practice freely i can preach freely if you want to pray is it easy for you to find a masjid yes it is for example if i'm shopping if i'm going i'm off to street

and i see a shop clothing shop i'll go there try a t-shirt and pray masala in the changing room it's very simple it's a changing room try the clothes on i hit two birds with one stone what if someone comes and knocks hey sir are you there and you might get scared and go i don't think anyone would come how do you see the feature of islam in united kingdom they say that christianity is no longer the main religion followed in england and the majority of england is atheists atheism destroyed the religion of christianity in the west and now they are open to islam i believe it's good if it carries on like this it's good and if they allow us if they believe in their democratic system and their

freedom of speech i believe one day britain with free will people will come to islam i think it might be a islamic country i believe only if they go against their own principles is when they will stop islam we don't need violence we don't need none of this let us do dawah and then you will see people in the thousands coming to islam and then we're going to see are you going to take violent kick us out we don't know what you're going to do our job is you let us do our tawa and we'll see i believe the whole country will come to islam because what they didn't realize atheist is that people are spiritual and now they're becoming spiritually hungry they're starving we eat food and drink water

because we want to keep our body intact we sleep the soul is the same thing the soul has soul food once that is taken away what they realize is a pandemic in the west of people spiritually starving they're dying spiritually and because of that they realize that islam is a brilliant solution to this so people are coming to islam and now they're like we made a big mistake because we got rid of christianity but now it's being replaced by islam so now they're like okay what do we do now so that's why you have people like you are now new atheists who are going into spirituality atheist spirituality yeah because they realize that it's not materialistic world only people have you know deeper

spiritual connections so that's where they're going but they have done a job for us that now we are you know people are coming to islam left right center you know many people i don't remember in the park one person coming to christianity instead of doing dawah you could have prayed by yourself read quran carry on living as a regular muslim why did you choose to follow this path why are you going every sunday to give dawah to the daughter so sorry you know you know when you say this it's like my mom is talking to me because she says exactly what you're saying she says he knows exactly what you're saying she says to me you could have prayed you could have just do your stuff at home why did you

go to the park every day what you're saying is what my mom says to me every time look when i do dawah people think i do dawah for others look yes i like to spread the message of islam yes it's the kalam of allah i would want the whole world to know that but besides that i do tawa because i do tawa to myself so being involved in dawah keeps me away from sins so when i'm doing dawah i'm actually doing dower to myself because if i wasn't in dawah i might be doing something wrong when i'm in the dawah the people that have to be around me have to be in dawa the books i have to study have to be related to dawah the videos that i watch have to be related to dawah everything has to follow not only

that if i'm portraying myself a certain way i have to live up to that i can't live a double life i can't say okay yeah night times i'm in the clubs and daytime i do dawah if i wasn't true to that i wouldn't find that hard so alhamdulillah i'm true to it and i believe in it and it keeps me away from sins is there anything that you want to add no [Laughter] alidawah is a smiling guy he's a smart guy he's not tough yes i'm soft soft criminal you
